September 2011
1 post
ugh...my phone is broken...grr.
i need a new one…but how will i mange till then.
August 2011
1 post
July 2011
4 posts
bed time...is....NOW...omg i don't wanna go to...
was brutally beat up in a wresting match with my brother…lol
i give up...i can't beat the depression
Love doesn't exist...and people who claim to love...
im done believing the lies…for once in my life i wish people would truly love me and not give up on me.
June 2011
4 posts
so...my brother thought i was in love with...
someone worth dying for
yay...internet is back
wow...tumblr is diff...wow
May 2011
18 posts
passed out in my brothers bed while watching small...
i am in a world of trouble...my brother is gonna...
but seriously…ive been having nitemares about him being violent and beating the crap out of me. i don’t know why or even where they are coming from…and im a lil scared.
well...at least i know i will always be his little...
i give up...i guess hugs push people away now...i...
im tired of being depressed...trying so hard to...
i don't feel forgiven
well...wish my brother would forgive me for my...
seriously…these dark moods need to go away.
we all bleed red...great song
and the hunt continues...
the job hunt continues
wow...summer has arrived...
back to sleeping on top of my sheets cuz my room is so freaking warm…holy cow…i miss air conditioning so bad.
so for the past week now...i've had some kind of...
it sucks…i cough so much that i have to puke….grr. Tomorrow begins the job search so that once again i can be a busy person and make money so i can stop asking my family for it. it really sucked not having a job during the school year.
untilonlyloveremains asked: Hey! How've you been?
um...so i decided that it was a bad idea...not...
call me unchristian...but my brother and his wife...
I’m actually thinking about letting them set it up.
ya im ok...just wish my brother would be more...
turns out im the biggest fuck up around
i forget to check tumblr these days
April 2011
4 posts
1 tag
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i get my first tattoo for my 22nd bday
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another death in the circle of influence...
seriously, too many people i know are begining to die and it is driving me insane that i cant cry or even grieve the loss. why am i so numb and feeling like i have a heart of stone?
March 2011
21 posts
ok...so I hate when you have bad dreams...
one dream im abandoned, another my brother is following me and i fall asleep at the wheel and get hit by a train, another him and his wife won’t talk to me, seriously…my dreams are the opposite of reality and it is not setting well with me.
I hate snow with a blazing passion
where the heck did spring go?
hmm...im so blah...
I miss cody and curly…they are my family. yes i love my mom but these guys have treated me like family since i met them…and I love hanging with them.
I wish the sun would come out...I need my sunshine
i’ve been blah all weeks since its been cloudy…I want it to be warm out and sunny…its spring time.
flapjacksblog5 asked: Do you consider yourself a pirate adventurer?
So...I really love my brother...well my best...
I can’t help it…I adore him. Not in a gross way…I adore my big brother. He will never be anything more than a bro to me and I also love his wife the same way i love him. I love them as family.
What is faith?
I had an amazing weekend hanging out with my...
just chilling and having fun…it was great. we even got some spring cleaning done at the house. I’m thinking that the rest of the semester just might get even better.
flapjacksblog asked: Do you watch The Marvelous Misadventures of Flapjack? It's pretty good!
I hate when you prove everyone right and fuck...
now my relationship with my brother will never be the same…and I am once again putting up my walls to avoid getting hurt
this ear infection needs to be done already...its...
I know what it feels like to be forgiven...
that hug bout broke me…I was nearly in tears. still having trouble understanding that its ok to cry.
back to school...grr.
I need to take time off of school….i don’t know what i want to do with my life…so im gonna get a job or two this summer and work off my loans and school bills…and go from there.
heading to collision.
untilonlyloveremains asked: Oh, I'm really sorry :[ I've felt like that too, being so scared that people will leave. I hope you all can get some things figured out. And crying is okay sometimes! :] I'll be praying for you guys. And remember Romans 8:18... "For I consider that the sufferings of this present time cannot be compared to the glory that is to be revealed to us." God's words are...
untilonlyloveremains asked: Hey! Are you doing alright?
i blew it...now i have no one